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Post by Birdie on Oct 30, 2008 15:40:57 GMT -5
As Tsuyoi laid his head on his lap Kouhei was stunned into silence and immobility for a three full minutes while the elder boy settled. The was something strangely right about this and yet... Kouhei still felt a bit weird and couldn't quite figure it out. He decided to put it out of his mind. His hands moved automatically to run through Tsuyoi's hair. While he was deciding on a new song to 'sing' he thought, idly, about what had even possessed Tsuyoi to do this.
The boy was much too proud to even lay his head in anyone's lap... especially an okama's. None the less he was going to enjoy this moment. He finally decided on a song and closed his eyes as his fingers worked through his hair. Strange feeling and half memories floated through his mind, like some sort of dream that he couldn't quite catch after waking up.
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Post by Lord Sesshomaru on Oct 31, 2008 6:18:52 GMT -5
Yes, Tsuyoi was shocked that he was doing this. But there was something that urged him to do it. Besides, who would know? And if anyone dared open that storage room door know he would kill them! Either way, he had surprised Kouhei and in the process had surprised himself. But he would not care for now. The more he waited on Kouhei to get over his surprise, the more Tsuyoi that over that this was a bad idea. He had thought to get up at the last moment but by that time Kouhei seemed to find himself again and had started the actions from before. Immediately he had forgotten that he had ever wanted to change his mind.
Tsuyoi closed his eyes, almost afraid that they would give away the true pleasure this whole thing gave him. So relaxed, so comfortable, so perfect. Why did he not question his actions? He didn't care what predicament he was in, how stupid it was for him to give in like that. As long as noone intervened, and Kouhei didn't stop, he could stay like this forever. Tsuyoi might not like what position he was in, but this was a time where he would not stop himself from having the enjoyment he so wanted.
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Post by Birdie on Jan 5, 2009 23:29:05 GMT -5
Kouhei's slim fingers had, by now, loosened any knots that might have hid themselves in Tsuyoi's hair. The silky locks fell through his fingers as soft, half formed words tumbled out of his mouth. Despite the fact he couldn't quite grasp the words themselves or the meaning it still sounded good. He went back to humming when he gave up ever getting them out of the fog of his memory. Sometimes he hated being the ditzy kid he was... but there was nothing that was going to change that.
The heat in the room rose, probably from their bodies. It was a rather small, enclosed space. And the hot air from the inside could not get to the cool air outside and vice versa. Kouhei ignored the warmth that was causing him to flush a bit more than he already was. Having the schools sexiest guy in your lap sort of did that to a 'girl'.
The child sighed, his singing falling silent while his fingers still played. He had begun to make tiny braids in Tsuyoi's hair, only to take them out and put them back in again. He wanted to talk, because that was what Kouhei did best... but he didn't know what to say and Tsuyoi was not a big talker. In fact... it seemed Tsuyoi would forever be content to just lay with that magnificent head in his lap. Was Kouhei really that comfortable? Had Tsuyoi maybe fallen asleep?
"Tsuyoi-senpai...." he murmured, waiting for his answer.
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Post by Lord Sesshomaru on Jan 6, 2009 7:15:29 GMT -5
Tsuyoi didn't reply at first, and he ignored the heat as well. Nothing he could do about it for the time being. He was too comfortable to move, too comfortable to complain about the heat. Slowly he turned his head, his nose lightly pressing against Kouhei's stomach as he formed a reply for him. "Hm...?" Not the best reply in the world, but Tsuyoi didn't really want to move, even if it was just to form words. Besides that, what did Kouhei want anyway?
((sigh...shortness))
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Post by Birdie on Jan 6, 2009 11:31:49 GMT -5
"Just seeing if you were sleeping...." he said softly. Could Tsuyoi hear the butterflies that danced around in his stomach. It was so hard not to pull away because of how much he really liked this man. He was in danger of 'falling' for him and that would have been bad. The entire relationship had to stay that of friends. There was no way Tsuyoi would ever like him back in the first place, and so liking him even more... well... that would only hurt him even more. He was happy to stay friends with this man. He didn't exactly accept him as an okama, but at least he didn't totally shun him....
"Anou... Senpai...?" he was going to have trouble asking this one because it was such an embarrassing thing to ask. "I'm about to ask you a really troublesome question, so I apologize in advance...." he trailed off for a few moments, swallowed, and began, "Why don't you date? I mean, there are hundreds of girls in this school who would absolutely love to be with you... and being with some one would probably stop a lot of the girls confessing to you and all that..." His fingers began undoing the braids. "But then, that girl would probably be teased..." after a few more moments he seemed to answer the question from himself. Talking about nonsense seemed to calm him down some. "The relationship it's self would be troublesome... You'd have to put more effort into it and she would be nagging you to be around all the time..." He laughed, silently. That had to be the right answer.
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Post by Lord Sesshomaru on Jan 6, 2009 16:23:37 GMT -5
Tsuyoi finally opened his eyes when the question was asked. Date? Why would he want to date in the first place? He thought over it for a while. There were so many answers, and with Kouhei's babbling he had come up with one of the answers for himself. He stayed quiet for a moment, being sure to nod slightly in agreement. He then turned his head to stare at the ceiling.
"They ask for too much." he added. They wanted more then he could give them. They want attention, and feelings, they want gifts and his money. They expected to change him. Yes, too much effort...effort he wouldn't waste on them. "There is none interesting enough." None that he was curious about, none he wanted to spend time with. None he could enjoy a conversation. Tsuyoi glanced at Kouhei then. Besides, none of them ever felt right, even if he tried he knew it just wouldn't feel right.
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Post by Birdie on Jan 6, 2009 16:58:57 GMT -5
That, in it's self, was a bittersweet reply. "No one interesting enough, huh?" He was sure that there were many interesting people, people who would get along great with Tsuyoi. Kouhei could not be one of those people. He would want attention, he would want to occupy this man's time, his thoughts. What was so wrong with that? Wasn't that what nearly every girlfriend wanted? No one interesting... Kouhei knew he was excluded from the group of hopefuls for being male, though from a glance one would never guess, but it still somewhat hurt knowing that he was no where near interesting enough. Oh well...
None the less he smiled, as if it did not affect him. Always hiding his pain, whether it was physical or felt in the heart. He had long ago gotten good at it. One had to be able to hide pain, because when it became obvious he was male there were consequences... hurt by men who had flirted with him because they thought he was a she, men who used him for things like sex. Being an okama was tricky, dangerous business. He liked the way he was though. He wouldn't change.
"You never know, senpai. Maybe someday..." His bright green eyes closed. "Maybe someday I'll meet some one too. Some one tall, strong..." He placed his hand against his blushing cheek. Ah, if only there were such a man for him. He would be cursed forever to live alone. He sighed and opened his eyes. "I'm sure senpai doesn't want to hear about my ideal man, you're probably annoyed. Sorry. Ah... I suppose I shouldn't say something if I'm just going to apologize for it moments later..." He laughed. He began to search for something else to say, but his mind was drawing a blank. So he went back to putting those tiny braids in Tsuyoi's soft, white hair.
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Post by Lord Sesshomaru on Jan 6, 2009 17:20:21 GMT -5
Tsuyoi only then realized what Kouhei had been doing with his hair. Before, he only payed attention to the nice feeling of it, and never questioned. So...this whole time he had allowed the boy to braid his hair? He ignored it for the time being, deciding that saying something now after all that time passed was pointless.
The older male found himself slightly interesting in Kouhei's last babbling. "What is your ideal?" that was actually something rather interesting to hear. He kept out the 'man' part just because he still had a problem with the whole girl/guy thing. A problem that was a bit more complicated.
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Post by Birdie on Jan 6, 2009 17:38:21 GMT -5
Kouhei blinked. It was strange. Why would Tsuyoi even be interested in that? Kouhei nibbled his lip, thinking carefully. He didn't want to babble on and on about his perfect man. That would be uncomfortable and annoying for Tsuyoi, he was sure. After a few moments, when his fingers began to take out the braids, brushing each one gently out, he began.
"Well, he would be tall, a lot taller than me, but that's not really hard, is it? Anou, strong, like I said, but slim, not really muscly. Really muscly is kind of scary. It'd be like they were going to crush me... He would have dark hair, and really light colored eyes. Like a really pale blue... maybe a dark blue would be great too. Like the ocean..." he loved the ocean. He loved the smell of it, the way it rushed through his hair, the salty scent tickling his nose. He brought himself out of his strange memories. "Anou..." he paused placing a finger against his lips in thought. "Someone who'd want to spend time with me, who wouldn't mind that I'm an okama. He wouldn't worry about rumors... someone who won't hurt me..." he bright green eyes darkened, falling half lidded as memories he suppressed flood his mind. Some one who was the opposite of that man who called himself Naraku... "Never mind. I don't want him to have dark hair... it's got to be pale." He forced himself to brighten. From the look on his face you would have never guessed what he was thinking about moments before. "Like your hair color." He held a strand of it up.
"Ah, like Hatsuharu-senpai, from the kendo club." He was not going to say like Tsuyoi... that would cause problems for the man in his lap. He didn't want to offend him or anything. Hatsuharu was a second year in the club, and would be captain next year. He was a half American and so his sandy blonde hair was almost as infamous as Tsuyoi's snow white locks. "Hatsuharu-senpai fits all those things, not to mention he can do sword fighting. that's really cool. Now I'm rambling again, sorry senpai. What about you, what your ideal girl like?"
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Post by Lord Sesshomaru on Jan 6, 2009 17:54:05 GMT -5
Tsuyoi listened, trying to seem uninterested, but it was hard not to be. He was trying to see if anything Kouhei said fit him. Could he be Kouhei's ideal? Did he even want to be? And no, of course not. The sound of dark hair and blue eyes immediately brought down his hopes...if he had any hopes for being Kouhei's ideal. Because he didn't, that was for sure.
Then those damn hopes were raised. Like his hair color...no, like Hatsuharu...he didn't know that guy very well, but for one who doesn't pay attention Tsuyoi knew names. When your quiet you get to hear a lot of things. Hatsuharu, Kouhei's ideal...he guessed that wasn't such a bad ideal.Tsuyoi ignored how it made him feel.
"I have never thought about it." The male said, closing his eyes for a moment before looking back at Kouhei. There had never been a reason to think of an ideal, when he always thought they were never good enough in the first place.
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Post by Birdie on Jan 6, 2009 18:54:32 GMT -5
Kouhei laughed. "Of course not. I thought you were going to say that. No one's interesting enough, right?" he grinned and began humming again. He closed his eyes as he continued making tiny braids and unraveling each one. The last bell ran loudly. It seemed that the gym class that was supposed to be held last hour had been sent to the auditorium for some sort of announcement. All the classes had. Kouhei would have panicked had he not heard feet coming into the gym.
The door opened, sending a relief of cool air and bright light into the room. Kouhei's fingers were frozen unraveling one of the braids. He flushed deeply, his hand drawing back as he saw who was at the door. "Hatsuharu-senpai!" he gasped. Tsuyoi seemed to have gotten up so Kouhei stood. He stood up, his long, slim legs hurting slightly from having been in the same position for so long. "Anou.. I can... explain." He saw the man's eyes move over his pale, tiny body with interest. He thought Kouhei was a cute girl, obviously. Everyone did. He then looked suspiciously at Tsuyoi. "Some one closed the door on the two of us. It might have been some girl's who didn't like me... or maybe some of the guys. I don't know." Tears were forming at the edges of his eyes. "Thank you so much for rescuing me."
"Of course, no problem." Hatsuharu grinned. Kouhei smiled up at him. He looked good in traditional clothing. Kouhei did love a man in traditional garb. Kouhei didn't feel right in kimonos, he didn't feel he looked good in them, but he knew from experience that he was nearly irresistible. It was the weirdest thing. Just then Kouhei's stomach growled. The boy flushed a darker red. Hatsuharu laughed. "You must have been stuck in here a long time. If you wait a little bit I can get you something after practice."
"Ah, that's fine. I'll take you up on that offer another time though." he smiled happily and moved around Hatsuharu to go change his clothes. He was sure Tsuyoi didn't want people to know he was going out with him some place.
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Post by Lord Sesshomaru on Jan 6, 2009 19:04:33 GMT -5
Tsuyoi was going to correct Kouhei. That wasn't why he never thought about it. But why correct that? What point was there when it was true? Or was it even true? He luckily didn't have to think about it anymore. Finally, they were saved, the door was opened and Tsuyoi quickly brought himself away from Kouhei to stand, a quick swipe with his hand over his hair to check for any left over braids. Now with another person, he really didn't understand how he had allowed Kouhei to do such a thing.
Tsuyoi paid close attention to the reaction with Kouhei and...Hatsuharu. Kouhei's ideal, of course. That had to be the one to save the boy. He leaned against the wall for a bit, continuing to listen and waiting for a chance to leave since Hatsuharu was blocking the door. He noticed the small invite for food and expected Kouhei to accept. An invite by his ideal? Of course he'd say yes.
Tsuyoi frowned when he heard his answer. Why say no? Because it was rude to dismiss his invite? He didn't mind....alright, maybe he did, but he wouldn't say such a thing. His eyes narrowed and he moved forward, pushing Hatsuharu from his way and continued toward the boy's locker room to change his clothes and get his things.
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Post by Birdie on Jan 6, 2009 19:25:00 GMT -5
Kouhei went to dress in his uniform but found that his clothes had been stolen. He stared blankly at it for a long moment. It had been a couple of girls who did it. He had regular clothing in his locker but his bag had been taken. This was annoying. He sighed and walked out of the locker room and down the hallways until he reached his regular locker. What was he going to do about his missing school books? Luckily that was solved for him. They were ripped up and floating in the fountain. He saw them outside the window.
He got his other clothes out of the locker and went to the bathroom where he dressed in a pair of tight jeans that hugged his every subtle curve comfortably, and a peasant style shirt that covered his slim top loosely. The color of the shirt matched his eyes, making them seem brighter.
He then went outside to recover his things from the fountain. The books, notebooks and other paper products were ruined, but his pencils and pens were still good. He threw it all away though and went back to retrieve his purse and find Tsuyoi.
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Post by Lord Sesshomaru on Jan 6, 2009 19:55:05 GMT -5
Tsuyoi took his time getting dressed, thinking to himself as he put on his uniform, placing his backpack on his shoulder and wondering where to find Kouhei. It wasn't hard to find the boy. "Are you ready?" he asked, surprised in the clothing change. He had thought on where he was going to take the boy while getting dressed. "Where is the rest of your things?" he asked, starting the walk to leave the school, making sure Kouhei was following.
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Post by Birdie on Jan 6, 2009 20:38:02 GMT -5
"It's all right, I don't need any of it. I finished it all." The smile on his face was a happy one. There was really nothing to suspect. He walked along side Tsuyoi, extremely happy. He would probably be the first person to ever go any place with Tsuyoi. He knew that any girls doing club activities or that saw them on the street would gossip and do even worse things to him, but he didn't care. He got to be with Tsuyoi, occupy his time, if even for a short period of time.
"So, where are we going to eat?" he asked, before Tsuyoi could make an observations on the fact that they did in fact have homework in English, the only class the shared. He didn't want to talk about it, obviously. Tsuyoi would probably say he deserved it... or get mad. Either thing wasn't desirable. He just wanted to be happy right now. That was in the past. Those girls were just jealous was all. It was understandable. He want to hurt himself too if he were one of them... Probably not, but he still made the excuse for them.
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