Post by ladykikyou on Feb 28, 2008 9:28:04 GMT -5
Walking through this existence wasn’t something I had planned to do again. As I stood in the mouth of the cave the villain Onigumo had once resided in, I remembered my life as it had been. Always had I shared kindness and helped others, giving myself completely. Things were much different now. I was free, free to hate. Free to love. I entered the cave and looked down upon the place where the grasses didn’t grow, the place his body had laid.
Was it true? Had Inuyasha and his group killed the fool Naraku? Was I finally free from his grasp as well? I knew I should seek Inuyasha out to see if the rumors were true. But I couldn’t. He still held my heart, I had never stopped loving him. I also knew the stupid little fool would be with him. My useless copy would be there hanging from his arm, a place I belonged. How that girl, could mean more to him then I, I do not know. I will never understand that.
Though my soul is freer then it was fifty years ago, something, still holds me back. Could it be the girl or my love for that loathsome half man? Turning my back, I walked from the place where it had all begun. I knew what I must do, though I knew I would not like this endeavor.
Even within my own cold heart I knew this would be a difficult. I could only do what I must. Sending forth the soul collectors, I would sit under the God Tree and await Inuyasha's arrival.
Was it true? Had Inuyasha and his group killed the fool Naraku? Was I finally free from his grasp as well? I knew I should seek Inuyasha out to see if the rumors were true. But I couldn’t. He still held my heart, I had never stopped loving him. I also knew the stupid little fool would be with him. My useless copy would be there hanging from his arm, a place I belonged. How that girl, could mean more to him then I, I do not know. I will never understand that.
Though my soul is freer then it was fifty years ago, something, still holds me back. Could it be the girl or my love for that loathsome half man? Turning my back, I walked from the place where it had all begun. I knew what I must do, though I knew I would not like this endeavor.
Even within my own cold heart I knew this would be a difficult. I could only do what I must. Sending forth the soul collectors, I would sit under the God Tree and await Inuyasha's arrival.